Aidan, I know your with Nicky now. Can't believe them words can come out of my mouth. I've now lost two brothers. And I miss you so much it hurts so much. It's horrible without you, your supposed to be here. It sounds spoilt and Whiney, but it JUST isn't fair! I want you back. So badly. I want you back. All my love forever.....lady muck....Xxxxxxxx